Intervention. I Need.

Sleepy. Tired. Restless. My eyes are heavy. I just want to lay in bed (I wish I could). I just want to sleep all day. Last night I had nightmares. Not sure if you can call that nightmares. I can't move my body. I was screaming but nothing's coming out, no sound. Nothing. I don't know if the nightmares are caused by the things that's been running inside my head. There's been a lot, as in a lot of things in my head lately. Maybe that's why I am restless. I tried to ignore 'em. Apparently, my efforts are futile. I kept myself busy but these things in my head won't go away. Perhaps I was just tired. Physically and mentally. Making me unable to think right and feel right. I don't know exactly how to describe everything I have been going through lately. They're just too many. Too much. I am trying to at least let them out here now. Because I can't tell. I can't share. No one to tell it to. No one to share it with. I tried, but it just made me feel worst. One thing I learned from this experience, you can never count on anyone else but yourself.