Reyapot

I don't know exactly how to start with this. All I know is I can't find the [right] words to say. I wanted to share it to the world. Something that I am happy about. Something that [would] definitely change[s] everything. I suddenly felt old upon saying that. Old - matured? (big grin) Or probably I never imagined myself actually dealing with life with all its possibilities and complications (wink, wink). And there are still times when I feel that I am still naive with a lot of things about life. I am very thankful with all the things that's been happening with my life. I am very grateful for all the blessings from our dear God, considering that I was never a good person.. but sometimes I have a good heart (big grin). I still feel scared and insecure. The uncertainties remain. But I just try to keep in mind (and focus on it) that I am loved and cared for; and that I am now a part of something really special. Keeping the faith and trust.