Bucket List

For the last few weeks, my mind's been occupied with lots of thoughts about my life. These thoughts have already affected my emotions and somehow, my faith. But even so, I remain thankful. Its just that I can't help thinking it can be so much better than what it is now. I got a lot of "if onlys" running inside my head.

In times like this, I try to console myself with things that I enjoy doing; and I can afford to do. Though there are activities that does not require too much time and money, but sometimes they are not enough to give comfort and temporary happiness.

Recently, I created a list of things that I want to do and accomplish before I say farewell to the world (big grin). One of the items in my list to travel outside my country; whether it be a vacation for pleasure or an opportunity for work, it does not matter. It is also an opportunity for me to travel; and I would definitely make the most out of that opportunity. If I had to prepare another list of things that I would love to do while enjoying the opportunity, I would gladly prepare a new list (big grin) - stay in a fancy hotel, explore Outer Banks rentals, visit all the famous tourist spots, have a taste of the best tasting food there is, and take lots of photos every step of the way, hehehe...

But for now, I still have to complete my first list. It is really not that easy as I thought; especially if you have been living for a long time. Things are more complicated than they used to be (sigh...)
Well, as my good friend says, "life is a learning process". And as Alanis Morisette say, "you live, you learn".