Joy

I was watching a movie last Saturday about finding joy in one's life. One of the characters in the movie asked the other lead character, "Have you found joy in your life?" Based on his reply, his joy is his only daughter. And when his daughter got mad at him it seemed as though his life lost its meaning. For the only joy he has is now mad at him. The other guy found his joy through his family. All the sacrifices he made were all worth it. The results brought him joy.

After the movie, I asked myself the question - "Have you found joy in your life?" As I understand it, joy leads you to a good life; to a happy life. If you have joy, you are inspired. If you have joy, you are happy. If you have joy, you have life. Joy is inspiration. Joy is laughter. Joy is life.

I try to recall people, things and events that brought joy to my life. I surely got a list of them. And I'm truly grateful for all the joy I got; for all the joy I experienced. But if I may say so, without sounding ungrateful, there is this one thing that would surely bring and give joy to my life, that I don't have with me now. I know and I feel that this certain thing would make me happy, inspire me, make me laugh and give me life. Sadly I have give away that certain joy of my life. Otherwise, I am ruining someone elses joy in life.