Friday, August 14

Wrote these thoughts today, while I was having a moment before I go to sleep. Some unspoken thoughts which I decided to share with you guys. Hope you like it; and some of you might relate to it. I just realized tonight, that there are things about myself that sometimes surprise me. I thought I know everything about me. But apparently, I don't. There are new things... unexpected things about me, that are really surprising and sometimes, unbelivable.

She never thought about it that way, until that moment
All the while, she was just trying to hide it from herself
But it still emanates from her actions
She can’t hide it from her friends
She would not admit it to herself
But her friends can see it, they can feel it
They know

Nothing’s changed
She’s still this hopeless fool
Trying to make it appear like everything is different
But apparently, nothing has changed

Although the effort was there
And she is still trying
But the loneliness remains

She keeps on trying
But a bit of (false) hope remains
She holds it in her heart

You might be wondering why this post's title is the date last Friday; when I just mentioned that I wrote these thoughts today. Well actually, the "realization" happened last Friday night. It haunted me over the weekend; until tonight. It haunts me while I was making an effort to put myself to sleep.