Walking The New Path of Friendship

Just recently, I got reconnected with one of my dearest friend. This friend is very special to me. This friend has been a special part of my life (and forever will be part of me). I am happy that we are talking again. And the most important thing about this ordeal that happened between us is the new wisdom that I gained from it; while I was trying to deal with the heartaches and disappointments.

It took me a while before I finally decided to make the move and talk to my dear friend again. I have to be ready. I have to make sure that I am strong enough to talk to my friend again; to reconnect with my friend again. Honestly, my friend was the first one who made the move to speak to me again. But something happened during the process. And so I feel that it is my turn now to make the move and get reconnected with my dearest friend again.

So far, everything seems to be back to normal. But this afternoon, I had a moment alone and had a chance to think about what happened for the last couple of weeks. Indeed, everything seems to be back to normal. The only difference would be I am more focused now, with work specifically. I feel a bit better now than before or during the time I was trying to compose myself with all these changes happening at work. Somehow, I thought, this could be attributed to my being reconnected with my dear friend again. I am inspired again? Hmmm..might be.. could be.

And now I am starting to wonder, how long would I be able to keep the situation “normal”? Fear suddenly came crawling through my veins. What if I miss a step? What if I took a wrong turn? A little mistake would definitely ruin the normal, I am pretty sure of this. It makes me think really. It makes me think of not getting too close to the fire so I won’t get scorched.

I wish to stay focused with this new path I am walking with my dear friend; as focused as I am with my work. Hopefully, there won’t be missed steps nor wrong turns for me (and my friend too). I would not let fear and superfluous emotions get in our way, as we walk this new road of friendship. I don’t want to know what’s waiting on the end of the road; I don’t care even. I just want to enjoy the walk. I am happy I am walking with my dear friend again.

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