Old Memories

I was trying to look for old photos from high school to share with my classmates. We've been organizing get-together sessions for the last couple of months and we are trying to gather old photos to share. And as I was doing that I found other old items instead. I found a box filled with old letters from old friends, old post cards and greeting cards, old notebooks, old textbooks, and old pieces of flowers. I was able to keep the rose my old friend gave me on Valentines Day. I placed it inside an old book, and let it dry there. My searching for old photos ended up finding old memories that I would rather kept hidden. I am not sure if this is something to be sad about. But seeing those old letters, cards and notes somehow brought a little bit of pain in my heart.

Tired

My headaches. My back aches. I am hurting emotionally. I'm in a daze. I am confuse. It is really getting harder each day. I wonder if this is how Spiderman felt. I am beginning to lose positivity. I am running out of hope. I'm running out of patience. I'm getting weak. I am not sure how long I can still hold on. Sooner or later I will give up. I am about to give up.

It feels like nothing can keep me from getting down. It seems that no one can ever inspire me to become more hopeful, patient, strong and be positive.

Gift Suggestion: Custom Mugs

I got a lot of friends celebrating their birthdays this month and next month. This means that I am going to be busy attending birthday celebrations and I need to prepare my budget for their birthday gifts (big grin). It is always fun to attend birthday celebrations, especially if the people that you are celebrating with are the ones you don't usually see or you have not been with for a very long time. But celebrations also need money. Hey, I am not complaining here ok. I am just trying to speak my thoughts out loud. And I am just speaking of the truth, the reality (smiles). Anyway, for some maybe, gift giving is not necessary. But for me, i love giving gifts. After all, celebrations like birthdays only happens once a year. Sometimes longer than a year; this also depends on the person having a birthday (big grin). For this year, I am thinking of giving my friends custom mugs for their birthdays. Personalized and customized things are very in nowadays. There are custom shirts, jackets, bags, etc. But for this year, I would prefer mugs since most of my friends are working in an office, they can use the mugs for their coffee break (smiles). And that way they will always remember me even if they are busy at work. I just need to make a unique design for each of them; and find a shop that can work on them. There are a lot of shops around the mall, surely I won't have a hard time looking for one.

Shades of Grey

i was writing a letter for you
trying to let you know
what's inside my head

i've been thinking (again)
i wanted to know you
little things about you

somehow, it made me feel close to you
somehow, it made me feel i am part of your life
even if i am not really into it

it made me feel closer to you

for a second there
i felt that something inside me
told me to stop

i paused for a while, read my letter

i am not feeling it
questions came pouring inside my head

i don't like this, i don't want this
[i was surprised as i think of it, i am not sure what is happening to me]

Weekend Bonding

Spend my Sunday morning with my nephew and nieces. We went to the mall early today. I bought a new backpack, my nephew bought a jacket, one of my nieces bought a sneakers and my other niece bought a new shirt.

After our shopping galore (big grin) we went to our favorite pizza and pasta restaurant. And had our favorite pasta & pizza.

We ordered the new star pops pizza, supreme flavor. And the usual pasta that they love to eat.

We also had a plate of mozzarella sticks. Here are photos of my niece and nephew while eating the mozzarella stick. Its chewy and they love doing that thing in the photo while eating them.

My nieces are having some girl talk (big grin). The other one looks like a boy but she is a girl really. She just loves to look like a boy and dress like a boy; but in her heart she knows she's truly a lady.

Weight Loss Review Sites

For the last few months I have visited several review sites that features diet pills, fat burner pills and various kinds of weight loss supplements that are available in the market today. Each review sites I have visited has its own unique way of presenting these weight loss products. There are some sites I visited that are truly filled with helpful information. These site features the top recommended weight loss supplements, the advantages and the disadvantages of using them, the benefits, the side effects and of course the cost. I have also visited a couple of sites that features apidexin. And one of them is actually about apidexin scam. I tried searching other sites that might feature other weight loss supplement scams; brands like lipovox and fenphedra, but so far there are no such sites. Anyway, all I am saying is there are a lot of available review sites out there that would help us choose.. they give us choices. Now it is up to us to evaluate these things that we read; evaluate them carefully before deciding to buy anything. We should always be careful when it concerns our health.

My best friend's wedding- I'll be okay

I just want to share this song by Amanda Marshall "I'll Be Okay". It is actually part of a sound track from the movie "My Best Friend's Wedding" (which happen to be one of my favorite movies too). The lyrics speaks well of what I am feeling now. It is going to be hard I know, but I'll be okay.